Newly Published….

It’s been a while since I posted anything here. I decided to publish my first book.

https://www.amazon.com/Through-eyes-Ro-These-sacred/dp/1695144341/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=rotesia&qid=1570837813&sr=8-1

What my happiness looks like…..

I’m swaying to the high’s and low’s of the
crescendo’s
swaying and bending
whipping these hips with
confidence
loving what I was blessed with…

You don’t really want me……

The one thing you’ve been consistent at is being inconsistent.

Disfunctional love…….

The lengths we go through just to hear them say ‘I Love you

Don’t call me beautiful…..

How they bless my beauty;
baptizing me in compliments.
But these men use beautiful things;
uproot them and leave them to die on shelves.

He never showed……

And there she remained
hoping and praying he
would smuggle the stars
into her prison and show
her the way out……

I am too many things.

-too kind

-too soft

-too loving

-too understanding

-too affectionate

-too sensitive

-too much for ‘Grown Men’

No show….

Where is the shoulder
the lips of love
the hands of safety
when the emptiness turns
into a black hole and
begins to suck the life from me?

—Evy Sutton-

The beginning……

I began to hate the touch of your hands on my skin and the sound of your voice; the way you hummed in my ear before you released your seed into my womb. I prayed that it would never find a place to plant and grow.

Same coin, different side

And this man wrapped Jesus around his shoulders;
he wore him like a robe

baptized on a Sunday morning; I swore
I saw a halo shine above his head

He used Jesus as a reference to my heart
and I accepted that resume with
no reservations– willingly wrapping
my dreams around his.

My first mistake was believing that
made him different…

–Evy Sutton–

These Sacred Scars

Category: Uncategorized